So, 33 weeks down and 7 to go! Wow - I still cannot believe it! I feel good, huge, but good. But growing is an important part of pregnancy so I am happy to do it. Don't get me wrong, some days are hard when you cannot find one ounce of the body you knew for 29 years anywhere. But this new temporary one that is housing my little baby is pretty amazing too and I need to get over myself and my insecurities. All in all, I still love being pregnant. I love getting up and feeling him move around and kick me. It is what gets me through each day - I look forward to every turn, kick, hiccup....I love it all! I will miss that for sure!
We met with our Doula Emily to go over our birth plan. Craziness – It was hard to think about the birth in such detail. Questions that refer to cutting or tearing one of your very senstive body parts are hard to give an answer to. Pretty much scared the sh*t out of me, but what I can do about it? He has to come out some day, some way - nothing I can do about it now!
We are just starting to move back into our bedroom and get little Sam's room ready for him! It is amazing and I cannot wait for each night to watch it take shape more. But I have to admit that this having my son inside me still has not hit me. And the idea of actually have a little baby to call my own in my life has totally escaped me. I cannot believe I am going to me a mom. I cannot believe I am going to have a son. I cannot wait, but until that day comes I will be in this constant state of disbelief!
We met with our Doula Emily to go over our birth plan. Craziness – It was hard to think about the birth in such detail. Questions that refer to cutting or tearing one of your very senstive body parts are hard to give an answer to. Pretty much scared the sh*t out of me, but what I can do about it? He has to come out some day, some way - nothing I can do about it now!
We are just starting to move back into our bedroom and get little Sam's room ready for him! It is amazing and I cannot wait for each night to watch it take shape more. But I have to admit that this having my son inside me still has not hit me. And the idea of actually have a little baby to call my own in my life has totally escaped me. I cannot believe I am going to me a mom. I cannot believe I am going to have a son. I cannot wait, but until that day comes I will be in this constant state of disbelief!
All in all, life is pretty amazing!
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